I've just got 3 hours of sleep last night, I'm miles away from home, got 17 pages more to read, tired, confused and thinking once more...

It's so unfortunate that I seldom write in this blog when I'm happy or when nothing's bothering me. I guess it's because I'm cherishing those moments.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed, homesick or anything... I'm just thinking...

Life seems to be so simple around here. It's like I left all the complications back in Manila. I'm enjoying things here though but yeah I do miss people... especially those people whom I can just talk to about anything. I know there may be people here that I could talk to and just not have given a chance yet... but i duno... it's complicated.

I've got a lot of friends here but maybe just one that I can compare back to those I have at home. It's strange too... for some reason I don't feel as attached as I used to be... I find cheesy stuff cheesy... I miss friends back at home too but then not the way as before...

Am I becoming more independent? selfish? I dont know... or am I just scared to be attached?

My answer I think would be

In the words of Gar "I duno..."

I'm sure all I need is sleep....f