I wish you guys could see me right now and see how much I've grown...

how much I understand
how little expectations I now hold
how patiently I wait
how I don't cry out loud
how I give a sincere smile though it hurts
how I rely on myself

and yet after all these...

I still do miss having you guys around...

For an instance, I thought growing up meant leaving things behind...
Now, it just hit me that it is in looking back that I am able to move forward.