Everything's okay.
It's better than before.

But do you ever get those days, when you become sad for just no reason at all?

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Well, of course there's a reason...
I think I just deny that that is what makes me sad.

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Sometimes I just get so tired...
That I don't want to try anymore.

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I never get tired of asking though:
When will I be truly truly happy?

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Hopefully, someday I get tired.
So that there wouldn't be days like this...
So that it wouldn't hurt as much...