"All you have to decide is what to do with the time given to you"
- Gandalf, LOTR: The Fellowship of the Rings

I live each day with a heavy heart knowing that things here will come to pass.
To be happy is such feat when the anticipation of sadness looms overhead.

I feel as if whatever I do, it is always in vain.
But ever since friday, I have tried to be happier... and that I have decided.

The time given is short.
But the way things changed my life will last a lifetime.

Moving on is hard to do.
Moving away is unimaginable to bare.

The thing I fear most have come.
For I have immersed myself too much.
That I know a part of me will be lost...
When things go back as they were.

But above all...
It is losing some things...
Irreplaceable ones
That stab sadness in me the most