I wake up to a new day hoping that yesterday night provided me with all the answers I seek. The reality though is not every answer has been found, not every question asked and everything wanting to be said explained. Despite this, yesterday night would still be memorable for it saved a part of myself that I knew meant a lot to me. Despite the queries and the doubts, yesterday night eased pain and gave me back hope. But above all, it allowed me to show how someone truly matters to me and that I hope is enough to compensate for the past weeks.

I believe again in things I thought of giving up on. I believe again in things that I thought I'd never find. I believe again when believing entails so much hurt. For of what matter is hurt when what is valued means so much more?

Today, I know things will be okay. Tomorrow will follow suit. It will be okay but it will be tough. Though you may see me falter, you now understand. Though it may be hard, now I will try.

Time is most precious, a foe and an ally alike. Because of time I am here and because of it I will be gone. But as time allows one to experience life and move it so fast that you just wish for it to stop... I delight in the thought that time can never take away what it has given to us before. Time gives us the opportunity to enjoy what is now. Yet to what the future holds, time knows and we know not... and this is the challenge to take up. To not forget what has past and to hold the present in one's heart so that in facing the unknown, one has the strength to go on.

My life will change back once more to what it was but coming back I will have changed. My eyes are set on to new horizons. My heart not consumed by hurt. My hopes look up into a brighter day. My strength renewed by what we have shared. I come back but I will have changed. I come back but I will make things different.