It's weird to be back home and sad.

I find out that I lost the text messages of the last days in Hong Kong... they were goodbye messages. I was sad and frustrated but now I am just thinking that maybe its God's way of telling me that this is not goodbye so... I'm looking forward to the future.

Pat called today, not so long ago, and I was so surprised. It was the best Christmas surprise ever. I'm happy to hear from my best mate. He's doing good and that fact just makes me at ease. I'm just happy now. When I get sad and miss HK and all the times there, I just remember what Pat says, to be positive and strong, and I don't feel as bad.

I started saving up now. Hope I could make it.