I just got back from Laoers about an hour ago. It was good hanging out wiv the dudes again... Some beer and vodka over talking and some games were good fun. But the feeling of missing something more or wanting something more is always up and about though... could just be getting used to fings back at hum or just plainly missing my life of four months back. It's the feeling of not being quite content, or always finking that I could do something more or productive or fun... I don't fink I ever felt there was something lacking in Hong Kong; the best explanation as to why I feel this now.

I have a time program which indicates the time in New York, Manchester and Paris. Everytime I glance at those clocks, I always wonder what my friends would be doing. It's 3 pm in NY so I guess Queenie could be watching TV or meeting up some friends, 8 pm at Manchester so Pat could be getting dinner or helping out at the chippy, 9 pm at Paris which means probably a dessert for Jacq. Now it's 4 am here in Manila and I am typing away while the TV breaks the silence of the early morn. I find it amazing how our lives could be tied up and yet we are so distant from one another. Just a good thought to fink about... I know I will never know all the details of their lives like before but I guess the fact that they are a part of my life just makes me happy.

And so I talk about Hong Kong and my friends again... I wonder when I will stop finkin, missin and jus plainly loving the past 4 months... I don't fink I ever will stop... and I know I will do wot I can to try to update and keep in contact and all... but I guess the biggest fear for me is wot about them? Will they do the same? Moving on is inevitable and I know I have accepted this already, but moving on doesn't mean losing touch... losing friendship... being distant already is hard enough, but all I have left are the memories, and the knowledge of friendship, and a laptop wiv an internet connection enabling me to chat and send email, a cellular phone which could make me call once in a while and a hope that somehow our futures may tie up once more... I hope moving on for my friends means the same fing as well... but then we are different people, and now different lives... so I wonder how it will go.

Today I went out wiv my mum and just strolled around the mall. She got me the addidas trainers I've been wanting for so long. (Pat its the sneakers we want! I got the one wiv the blue stripes). It so nice!

On Tues I plan to play bowlin wiv Tj. I want to practice before varsity training resumes on the 7th as I really have not played in 4 months! Hopefully I don't do bad... Afta I plan to play ps2 wiv Mat! Should be well fun! I looking forward to Tues already!!!