Sometimes you dream and things are sort of out of place, events, people and time stiched up here and there to make up one big tapestry of a dream... and it's okay because that is what dreams are made of, that is how dreams are.

Once in a while though you get a different kind of dream, where the stiched up tapestry seems instead to be woven so smoothly that events in the dream can be mistaken for reality... that if I thought about it now, it could may just be indistinguishable from an actual memory if I wasn't too concscious.

I remember riding in Mat's car, with Mat at the helm of the driver's seat with Oliver and Ng at the back. We were looking for a space to park. Tim was doing the same with Ginj in his CRV. Lao, TJ and Manuel were looking for a space to park as well. We were out on a gimmick. It was lunch time and we were about to grab some munch.

It just so happens though that we were the first to find a space and so Mat, Ver, Ng and I went down to the mall area and scouted for a place to eat at. We see this posh restaurant but decide against it. We take more of our time looking around... After a while, we go back to the posh restaurant and see that Lao, Tj and Manny are waiting to be seated there. So we ask them how come they decided already and Lao says something like " cause you guys didn't wait for us, you always go ahead and leave us behind..." Mat answers back with "that's not true, we were just looking for a place that we can go to and we'd contact you when we found one... this place isn't good and its expensive as well." Hearing the convo, the attendant by the door quickly goes to Lao and says "sir, the table for three is ready and you can be seated now." Then the three of them go in the restaurant... with us four looking on.

Then we meet them as we go up to the parking lot and I talk to Lao about it... I can't remember what I said... Lao still tells me "you shoud've waited for us..." and then I answer something back and he answers something back and we get into this big heated argument where in the end I remember Lao walking away with me cursing at him with that big F word echoing through the parking lot...

I was conscious in my dream and I think I was talking to Mat telling him I have never fought with Lao... and how that scene could have happened... and just wondering why Lao was like that now... and I was questioning myself at how easily I said those things to him, especially troubled by the cursing part... like I couldn't believe that it just all happened...

Then my cellphone rang with Shermz inquiring about the Blueprint magazine... I was still groggy but I remembered the dream and I woke up with such a heavy heart... with the same feeling of disbelief and discomfort. It was just a dream, but could it happen? It may well could... and I guess I don't want it to happen... especially not with Lao.

Dreams sometimes are woven so well, it can be mistaken for reality... last night it was woven with great inticracy, and it was woven by me...