Things as of late has been going smoother.
Today was supposed to be my study day but I guess the lack of sleep from the previous days and all the stress caught up with me that I just stayed in bed for the most part. Well, I guess I did need the rest.
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It's quite weird that I think I did better on my Cost Accounting long test and Theology141 long test. My History165 long test was quite disappointing really... I've never gotten a C in a test for so long. Well, I guess I need to pump more oil then but really I do feel tired, maybe even a bit lazy nowadays.
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I got a message from Cathay Pacific and they are interested in hiring me as they've got an opening. Thing is I originally applied for a summer internship with them, not now with regular classes going on. They are requiring me to work an 8 hour shift everyday which obviously I can't do right now. Was hoping I could take the job for experience and also earn a bit on the side but still, I am glad that I got the call. It does give a confidence boost in a way.
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Something unexpected also happened today and though I can't figure it all out entirely, it does seem to make things better. I guess time will tell how it all turns out to be.
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I finally got something that sparked my interest from Philo103 class yesterday. It is about the concept of believing and faith. Believing as Gabriel Marcel notes is akin to lending oneself to others. It is trusting another person, having a confidence in my expectation of them. But when this person hurts me, when there is a disparity from my expectation, I am also partially distraught. What trancends this is unconditional love - that despite this failed occurance or flaw, I still trust the person with arms wide open, even if I do not know what I shall get, that is Faith. I guess this helped me understand things in a way.
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It is the weekend once more and I don't know what this weekend will bring. I have a good feeling about it but hopefully I don't jinx it.