Well I guess it's not too late to make some New Year's resolutions.

I've been thinking a lot lately and I think from now on I'll be stronger. I know I'm strong. Heck, I wouldn't have survived all the challenges in my life I get every year if I was not. But, I guess I just never realized how strong I was. Now, I think I know myself well enough to have the confidence to handle things better.

I realized I have been unfair to some people by placing my happiness in their hands. It shouldn't be that way. All I can do is be happy as to who I am and how I am and hopefully... people will find happiness in me without me having to put expectations on them.

I guess it wouldn't hurt also to be happy... happy for me and happy for my own life and for my own world. There may be so much in it I haven't seen because I'm so caught up looking for happiness elsewhere or reminiscing the past.

I take pride in my honesty and my fearlessness in expressing my emotions but I know now that some things have their place and their time.