Shoti pissed me off real bad today... well maybe "pissed" isn't the right word... more of disappointed. He probably doesn't know it as I just ignored him... I duno if I should even bother to tell him about it. Nowadays I honestly have to say that rather than being happy, I feel more down with how things are with Shoti.
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On the brighter side of the day, I got to meet up with 4b (High School) dudes. It was nice catching up on people's lives after such a long time. Some things change, and some still are the same. But what really made me think was how things could've been if I didn't lose touch with some people there. It might be a totally different me sitting here right now... less honest, less mushy, less open, but less pain, more secure, less complicated, more confident... well that's how I think things would be. Would things be more happy that way than what I have now?
I had fun a while ago, and I missed the company... More so, I missed the less complex me. High School was really pretty simple...
