Going home yesterday shoti told me about how he's a bit scared for school's first day. Today I realized I too am in the same boat as he was considering that work starts tomorrow. I guess it's only natural to be afraid... afraid whether I made the right choice, afraid whether I'd hack it and all the other possible imaginable scenarios thereto which are available for my mind's anxiousness.

Plus, I guess aside from worrying about work, I'm worried about other stuff right now as well... it won't take a genius to notice that based on my recent posts in this blog. In some ways though I feel that now is the chance for me to be strong and pick myself up from the rubble of the past month, now is the time for me to prove who I am and who I want to be... and most importantly now is that time for me to show how important some people in my life are...

I'm trying... I really am...
Hope.
Just hope.