I didn't write for a week... because there are things you just can't write about, especially if those things hurt.

These days I try to forget about it... but admittedly it's hard. These days things seem okay, and yet the questions I had were never answered... we didn't even fix it.

I duno where things are headed... and a part of me tells me maybe just slowly let go... because maybe you have let go a long time before and you never even noticed that you did, and it's probably the reason why you changed towards me...

I'm not gonna bring it up anymore, not talk about it until you do bring it up... but despite all these a part of me believes you... and hopes and hopes against all hopes... could it be tomorrow, or rather later? If not, then I'd say I should stop hoping...

(I probably will use livejournal once more, just so I could make posts like these viewable only for friends...)