Trust. I find it that once the trust I have in a person is compromised, it is so hard to get it back.

It's hard enough that history makes me cautious about completely trusting, and now it's way worse because of how you broke the trust I have in you. You told me before "...I can never lie to you!!! If you don't want to believe me then I can't do anything anymore..." and so at that time I believed you, I trusted so much that you can never lie to me...

But then one day you did... you looked at me straight in the eye and lied. You were even so mad at me and repeated the lie so many times... and I couldn't react and tell you right then and there that I knew of the dishonesty... because it was breaking the trust I had in you into so many pieces.

and now I admit that sometimes I look at the past and am scared... If you could have lied now, maybe you were lying back then... and I look at the present and sometimes its so hard to believe all you're saying... That scene of that one single lie keeps replaying in my head... Can you really blame me?

I still remember the look you had, the strength in your indignation when you were being dishonest... and it kills me.

Black Eyed Peas, Don't Lie:
"What you gonna do when it all comes out,
When I really see you and what you're all about?"

So what you gonna do when it all comes out? You never even apologized and let it seem as if it never happened. So what you gonna do when it all comes out? Will you try and build the trust back? and I ask myself now, can the thousand little pieces become whole again?