It's been so long since I've seen you laugh... and so long since I've seen that smile that always brightened up my day. It's a mix of emotions. I miss the old days and yet everyday when I see that we're okay, I have to tell myself this isn't real... that this only is until the 22nd. Everyday is quite tough because of that.
So though we laugh, and joke and tell stories, at the end of the day, it's sad...
Jaki: "I miss us all"
Jaki: "I miss the people and everyone hanging out together"
Me: "As much as I want to get emo about it, I don't na"
Me: "I think I've come to accept that things are very different"
And yet there are days like today that deep inside I'm screaming out:
"I miss us!!! I miss the people and everyone hanging out together!!!"
Right now, all I want to do is leave and get away... because staying just brings false hopes and broken faiths...
