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I guess knowing that I have so little time left makes a difference with each day. Each moment spent with those people I care about becomes a lot more meaningful. Right now I just want to make each moment count and be happy with the days left here.

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I wasn't really planning on going to Cebu. It was just that when I saw the Prima team, it just reminded me so much of my ABT family. And though the ABT has gone through so much in the past years - all the hurts and issues, still we are one family. Mariel reminded me that - that families stick together, and that what's great about this family is that we chose to stick by each other despite the hurts. I want Cebu to be a memorable trip. It's almost complete with just Scott missing, Edman pending confirmation, and well things blurry with Tot. But nevertheless, Casey, Kev, Jaki and Mariel are there.

We've gone through so much, but always the ABT will have a special place in my heart.

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I'm spending tomorrow with Char, Annika and the rest of those friends from college that last for life. I miss them a lot.

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Barkada mooncake dice game on Friday. I love my barkada. They actually spoil me a lot. Lately, I don't really tell them how much I'll miss them, or how much they mean to me... I have a lot of shortcomings with them... and I admit that I do take them for granted. I'm sorry. I wish I had more time to make it up to you guys.