Part II:
Now that I have moved on... now do I risk everything again? Maybe sometimes... even if it might be special... maybe I just have to let go... Maybe this time, I'm afraid to fail? or rather afraid to fall and break my heart once more?
Previous Entry: Part I
It's been a while since I wrote here. Things have changed so much since my last entry. When I look back I am amazed once more at the resiliency of my heart. It was not fun at all. Painful. Broken twice. Here I am again though, back on my feet. I have weathered the storm.
Yet in this solitude that is now, the past never fails to still question. It leaves echoes of a thousand caves, ripples reaching far beyond its long gone source. Though the wounds have healed, the scar it leaves serves as a testament to a time wherein I risked everything for happiness. The scar poses endless questions with no real answers - except maybe the failure of loving?